My first club was the Tigers boys team who were based in the Sydney suburb of Haberfield. I was six years-old when I first played for them and I can remember getting so nervous that I sometimes even cried before the matches but when I got out on the pitch, all the anxiety melted away and I could then focus on my game.
When I was a little older I played for Balmain Police Boys Club and I attended two quite rough and tough schools, Bexley North Public Scholl and then Kingsgrove North High School.
I have cousins who play – and have played – top flight rugby league and rugby union and we are all very proud of each other’s achievements and I am fortunate enough to have grown up in a sports-orientated family. When you have Samoan heritage, you always have plenty of relatives because of the big size of families over there – I have got some cousins who I have never even met!
We lived over in Samoa for a couple of years as kids, in the capital, Apia, and the Samoan influence is definitely a big part of my life; so big that I even represented the Samoan national football team at the age of 14, but I will come onto that a little bit later on!
I knew by the age of 10 that I wanted to be a professional football player; I used to watch the games beamed in from England with my dad and brothers and that only fed my obsession. There was no real Plan B for me and I knew that one day I would come to England to fulfil my dreams…I didn’t have a clue when but I knew it was going to be an adventure and a massive part of my life.
I remember when I was 14 years old telling my dad that I’d had enough of school and that I wanted to concentrate on my football career. Within three years, I had managed to get myself a trial at Millwall and the dream was starting to become a reality…
My parents ended up borrowing the money to get me over to London for the trial after I had continued my football education with three more clubs: Melmore Hercules, Sydney Olympic and Sydney United. It was a massive thing for my parents to send me to England and it took a lot of thinking; they didn’t have a lot of cash and I will never forget the sacrifices they made for me to further my career and follow my dreams.
I think, on the whole, that it came as a bit of a surprise to my whole family when I brought “soccer” into the family because, traditionally, Samoan’s were brought up playing rugby league and rugby union.